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You pop up in my thoughts
You pop up in my dreams
When I am focused, you pop up
and invade my thoughts
like spam

I try to delete you
I try to ignore you
I try to "exit" you
but you push your way through
like a sunbeam on a dark day

Then I find myself
accepting you, reading you
looking forward to you
and it makes me wonder
when did I suscribe
to you?

Sunday Scribbling word prompt: 'subscribe'